Who

If I only had a clue,
If I only had more time.
I depend on you.
But just tell me who you are.

I feel like I know you, but doubt always comes.
I can feel you around, whenever you step by.

If I'm wrong, that's something I'll later know.
But if It's true, why can't you let me see you through?

Making more rhymes won't arrange anything now.
I only need signs, to know where shall I stand.

I'm pathless, hopeless and breathless and I'll consume.
Believe me when I tell you, I need to feel you.




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Pemberley Winter​

 

And he would answer: "I am who I am and I've been here all the time, holding you close, waiting for your words to come and chase the light between the darkness I've been wrapped in since long..."

Okay, now let's get straight to the point(s)

First:Maybe I'm having the biggest EGO in here but... after the last comment you gave me where you said I reminded you to some friend of yours who aparently left... I'm starting to believe (somehow) that this poem (and correct me if I'm wrong) has something to do (even if it's just in part) with both of us (your friend and I). It feels like it and gave that impression after i made the connections on my mind which is usually correct at those kind of points. Mmm... perhaps it's time to bet with you and test my luck... =)

2)There are always clues, it all depends on the connections of your mind and the way you only know each person... just remembre to take out the paranoid thoughts... those will only confuse and make our minds and hearts to suffer.

3)If you feel like you know him... then give it a try and ask him, because if you say you feel him whenever he steps by... that would also means that a part of you is sure about his existence and the doubst must be the ones to be consumed. As you said "if I'm wrong I'll later know" that's exactly how it goes, sometimes you have to take some risks and make some moves in order to retrieve something you thought already lost.

4)"Why can't you let me see you through?" You know?, sometimes people tends to hide in order to get some emotional and mental piece that they've already lost, and the best way of doing it is... starting again from new. It helps you forget and stabilizes everything that wasn't good enough to keep em cool. Sometimes you only have to look close enough and then you'll find, because sometimes... people needs to be found again by you, after all, real friends can never stop looking for their own.

5)Rhymes? aren't rhymes a sign? I mean, who on earth enjoys by making rhymes? was he THAT boring? c'mon girl, not everyone makes rhymes at these times, he must be a weird sight... and that'll make him easier to find if rhyming is kinda like his mark... connections girl, connections =D (am I smarter or aren't i?) XD

6)Pathless, hopeless, brethless, and consuming... Are you a candle or something like that? ¬¬ humas can't consume... unless you set them on fire after spreading some fuel over their skin... which woud be evil... and that's why we won't be talking that about ¬¬. You'll stand where you must, and that is over your feet and tall ¬¬ otherwise I'll bite you dear. And if you need to feel him... TELL HIM, for god sake and starlights love ¬¬ I truly feel like biting you good...

Ok, now let's go to the easiest part of the job:

Miss pemby, your poem transmits very well a sadness feeling that consterns a little bit the one that reads... I can't avoid to think that this poem truly has to be with your emotions at its full. I dare to say... that I would hug you if could and just by reading this.

A pleasure to read you, Miss pemby heart winter.

Hugs a lot and tons of kisses.

 

Hmmm...I think I have many, MANY things to answer. So I better be starting.
First...hmmmm...This is my second poem since this long absentism I've done lately. My reasons for being absent are very personas issues, and I guess the first poem I wrote, wasn't the "perfect one" to start. What I'm saying, is that this poem wasn't "meant" to be for you, though, that's what makes life far more exciting than you think, 'cause I posted now, after THAT creepy encounter I had with you before. You're quite misterious, you know. Still, I have been clueless in my life lately, I honestly don't know where shall I stand, who to trust, I honestly don't have a single clue. And for the record, that scares the hell out of me.

SECOND AND VERY IMPORTANT THING: I know who you are, really. Well..I dunno. But just because I'm saying I don't...doesn't mean that i'm lying
But no, you don't have a big EGO, 'cause I posted this poem to set something: my life, and I guess....that now you have entered to it as well, so I think that this poem suits you well somehow. But please, don't misunderstand the way is written or perhaps what I tried to said. It actually sounds quite corny, so forget about that.

Rhymes...mmm..I can't say anything about that! hahaha

And I liked your "sometimes people tends to hide in order to get some emotional and mental piece that they've already lost, and the best way of doing it is... starting again from new." VERY VERY VERY interesting.
But you know...sometimes leaving a "goodbye" note......IT'S VERY IMPORTANT....people tend to worry, a lot.

So I guess I don't have any further thing to say, this is bloody awkward really. And believe me, I don't tend to be shy or anything, In fact, I'm completly the opposite. And what really matters...is that..I AM AN INTELLIGENT GIRL. So don't worry..I'll make all the connections I need to figure out some things

So thank you for your REALLY REALLY TREMENDOUS, STUPENDOUS, AND ACTUALLY QUITE PREDICTABLE (sorry 'bout that) comment. It was nice to see you "starlight". However, I thought you would tell me who you really are. Silly of me for thinking that perhaps I could have soften you a little bit and you would have compassion for me

Hope to see you again, Oh....and I LOVEEEEE THE WAY YOU SAY "pemby" CIAO.