My sacrifice

It’s never been easy for me​

To justify and explain my fantasy​

Words come out to my mind​

But reasons certainly pass me by​

And no one gets me​

It is always me and my fantasy

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I have never needed someone to agree​

This is a business that concerns just to me.​

But sometimes I just drop my guard​

And it is because it’s getting to damn hard.

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Now it’s the time to justify
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But since she will never realize​

That I’m not looking for someone to spend the night​

But instead, someone to get me through the life​

Then I rather sacrifice my dreams today​

That not to be with you in the end.

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After all at least I knew that if I open my heart to you​

You will always tell me what to do​

Then I’ll hide my hopes and dreams away​

Just in case I might need them again someday.​